Found:Solutions, mojo, and armpit hair.

We interrupt your regularly scheduled blog reading to bring you this important message:
Tomorrow is kitty day.Ricky declaired it this morning.So it must be so.Tomorrow, pet your kitty.
We now return you to your regularly scheduled blog reading…
So I have found some things since I last blogged.I did a lot of crying, and a lot of [...]

Searching for solutions

Man what a day.I am so glad that almost all of the kids are in bed.(Ricky is currently hosting a race at the dining room table national speedway)
It’s cute.There is a garage and pits and everything.
And I am searching. Actually researching. Looking for counselors for us.I guess we need one. I know that Clayton does.Things [...]

Happy happy happy

I know my last few posts have been rather depressing.

Sorry bout that.

But that is how I have felt lately.

The great part is that I havn’t felt that way because I am depressed. I have felt that way because of circumstances.

And that is a good thing.

So tonight I’m trying to be [...]

Out of sorts

Have you ever just felt out of sorts?Like when you thought things were going one way and all of a sudden, someone makes a sharp turn and you smack your head on the window?
And you look over at the person driving and say “WTF?!!!”
I kind of feel that way tonight.
It’s weird really. I haven’t [...]

Trouble

So, I’m sitting here reading the scrap smack blog (oh yes…I read it…and you know you do too!!) and I hear this noise.
Chunk…chunk…chunk…chunk.
what on earth???
Chunk….chunk…chunk…chunk.
It’s Ricky. Sounds like he has his hot wheels cars in his shirt again.(he folds his shirt up to make a pocket to hold them in)
But wait…that is a [...]

I love someone with Alzheimer’s Disease

It is a hard thing to admit.
I don’t want to admit that I am slowly losing my Grandmother.
And she is so young…she is only 74.
But she forgets things.
Like who I am.
And Ricky’s name.
And it’s hard.
I got an email today from a dear friend of mine. She said some things that really made me think.
she [...]

We are messy.

That is what M’Kayla’s friend told me today. We are messy. Aren’t kids cute….But the truth of the matter is…I am messy! Especially when you compare me to the previous owners of this house…..
who.had.no.kids.
I’m sorry…I’ve never seen a home with several small humans living in it (and two dogs and two cats) [...]

Just not sure…

So I was cruising around the internet the other day and I stumbled upon this little site…a scrapbooking site…it’s called “tallyscrapper” This place is uber cool…they have these points and you give them away and I don’t quite understand it all yet but it’s really way cool and at some point I should use [...]

some people…

I just don’t get it.I just really don’t.
I need to vent a bit…so yanno…feel free to ignore this post.
Vent #1:To my fairy-good neighbor…PUT YOUR FRIGGIN DOG ON A LEASH!!!!No one thinks it’s cute when “buddy” nips at their ankles.No one think’s it’s cute when “buddy” attacks their dogs…and no dude..he is not “playing”No one think’s [...]

I know where she’s at…

I have been there. I know it seems like it was a looooong time ago. And really, 12 years is a long time. But I do remember…

I remember what it’s like to be completely and wholy unprepaired for what life was throwing at me.

I remember feeling lost and unsure.

I remember wondering when did my world [...]