Entries from November 2005

November 30, 2005

I am not the biggest loser

But I sure wish I were!! I watched this show from beginning to end this season. Tonight was the finale. This is the first time I’ve been depressed in a long time. I just don’t get it. I know I’m overweight. I know I’m not healthy. I know I’m unattractive. [...]

November 26, 2005

Updates!!!

I have not posted here is so long!!! I swear….I think it’s been two weeks since I have even logged onto the internet!!! Wow…I think that might be a record for me. So…some updates. I did manage to find a really nice dress for the banquet. Just a little black number…but nice all the [...]

November 16, 2005

So depressing

Why is it clothing manufacturers can’t make nice looking things for the bigger gals??? We have a banquet this weekend to go to and I desperately want to look good. All I want is a little black dress with some strappy shoes. How hard is that??? Why is every little black dress in my size [...]

November 11, 2005

I love this man…

I know it sounds mushy and completely out of character for me..but I do.
I love him because he is the worlds best father, He loves his children so deeply you can see it.
I love him because he works so hard. Every night he is out there driving over those moutains to make sure we have [...]

November 11, 2005

When one door closes…..

I guess that old saying is true. When one door closes, another one opens. Some of you might remember that I was in the contest at RMH for a design team position and was voted out a couple of rounds ago. I have been sort of bummed about it and have not really had [...]

November 10, 2005

Thursday ramblings

Yes..it’s thursday. Yet another day closer to the day of the turkey. I am so not ready for this. I did want to cook…I really did. But I am getting nowhere fast with the house cleaning/redecorating/improvement.It’s starting to depress me. If not for the lovely antidepressants I’m on I’d be a blubbering [...]

November 9, 2005

All is right in his little world again…

There was a funny smell coming from under the sofa. I’ve been noticing it for a few days. I thought it might be some stray food product the little one might have discarded between the cushions. (don’t get all snooty..tell me your three year old has never taken that celery stick and hidden in between [...]

November 9, 2005

it’s panic time!

Ah yes, that wonderful time of year when we all stress ourselves out to make sure everything is “perfect” for the holidays.I’m feeling the pressure today.It appears that the little thanksgiving dinner I wanted to cook for my five people has turned into a full-fledged feast for eleven. Gotta love it when the hubby [...]

November 5, 2005

Whooooo are you…who who, who who…

Silly title huh??? Seemed fitting for this post. And it’s my altime favorite t.v. show theme song to watch my little one sing LOL!!! Ok….so today I come on my blog and get all happy when I see that I have a comment on my post from yesterday. So I go in to read it [...]

November 5, 2005

T.G.I.F!!!

It’s finally friday!!! Yippie!!! Wait, why am I so happy??? Oh yeah!! I don’t have to get up at 6:30 Am tomorrow!!!! YIPPIE!!!!Today has been a rather dreary day for me. It’s rainy and icky. I actually saw the beginnings of white stuff (I wont’ type that word..it might happen!!) I am just not ready [...]